2015 is almost over!!!!

OMG!!!!
It's been super a while since I posted the last article here.....
and 2015 is almost over....

After about a half year passed since I started to work!
OMG, I didn't imagine how it would be especially me working at an office!haha

Anyways, somehow I am a business women now.
Well maybe not fully professional YET 

I thought it would be a pretty good timing for me to spill out my thoughts after a long time
Well I have to keep it a simple otherwise this article will stay as draft as previous ones

So I have decided to move on, which means change a company

This sentence makes me really emotional now
Maybe because I really like my co-workers, the fact I won't work with them or meet them often anymore makes me feel a bit upset....

My current company, literally saved my life and taught me a lot
When I was doing a job-hunting, I was really ignorant. Just didn't know anything about this society, how the economy works.

Like other Japanese well-known uni students, I thought I could easily get an offer from a well-known company and go back home early with good salary.
Well life is not that easy.

Even though at a big big biiiig company, people work really hard!
On the other hand, a small small small company people work very hard and also effects this society as well as a famous company.

Of course, small venture companies tend to have a lot of problems since they haven;t experienced a lot so far.
However, they are the future world leading companies. Without them, our economy is just going down.

Anyways, it was such a great experience for me to work at a venture company, especially my company.

Maybe some people is wondering, 'ok, why are you leaving?'
Well I just would like to use English more. That's it.
English has taught me soooo many things.
I am always motivated to study English, nothing else.
So I have decided to move forward to change a company where I can use English a little bit more.

It just so unbelievable that I told my boss 'I'm leaving'
and I'm feeling really strange.....

I guess in the future, I will be like 'oh gosh, I really don't understand what I meant at this time'
anyways this is how I feel now 
just a bit upset, surprised, puzzled